HER-STORY
In this video we experience the perspective of the Feminine’s ego. The telling of this tale is very timely as the Feminine collective is now working to heal and release the old cycle of betrayal, deceit, and abandonment by her Masculine Counterpart. This dance of death has been occurring for lifetimes and it is finally time for both parties to clean things up so that they can come into Sacred Union.
The video begins with Paris wiping a tear drop of blood from her eye. We see her sitting at a table of food (representing the material world) with a Masculine who appears empty and despondent; she then begins to tell us her side of their story.
[Verse 1]
Head hanging down
Shredded evening gown
Eyes painted black
A tragic paperback
We see the Masculine courting her as they dance together in a room full of people with masks. The masks are a representation of the the false identity we all assume when navigating the matrix reality through our lower ego. Paris (the Feminine) and her Masculine are without masks but their expressions are still stoic and emotionless.
The masked individuals glare at the two as they dance displaying the material world/lower ego’s desire to block the Masculine and Feminine from coming together in union.
The Masculine continues to dance with her but it is almost as if they are both under a spell, just going through the motions. Neither one truly looks happy because they are still in the grips of their karma.
[Pre-Chorus]
You were my all
And now, I fall to the ground
You hit the wall
And now, I crawl underground
Paris then begins to tell us how things started to go bad between her and her love. They both, imprisoned in karmic cycles, were unable to keep up the dance. The Masculine “hit the wall;” she could tell that he was preparing to run from her, sending her back into the depths of the subconscious realm.
[Chorus]
Let me down again
Break me, flush me down the drain
Let me down again
We watch as the Masculine abruptly pushes Paris away and switches to a new, or possibly old, partner. This visual represents the Masculine returning to his karma, unable to maintain union due to unresolved wounding/pain, and going back to sleep. The Feminine (his Spirit) is discarded like a worthless object as he embraces the empty desires of the flesh.
A masked man then sweeps up Paris as she reluctantly begins to dance with him; appearing confused and distraught over the abandonment by her counterpart.
She then reflects on the power and purity of the broken connection with her counterpart- we see a crying angel in the background, depicting the despair the Spiritual realm experiences over the Masculine and Feminine’s inability to come together as ONE.
[Verse 2]
You were all I had
We fell fast and hard
How did it get this bad?
Ins and outs so scarred
In verse 2, the Feminine goes on to explain that this was not the first time she has been pushed away by her love and that he has a history of coming in and out of her life.
The video then cuts to the scene with the food on the table, but this time the food is spoiled and moldy and the Masculine is gone. Paris begins to become panicked and distraught- the masked individuals then start to pull her backwards into their world of illusions. She resists but is too weak and broken to fight off their attack. The Masculine is no where to be found as his love is forced back into the matrix reality of fake, masked souls.
Even after this betrayal, Paris still reflects on the love that was shared between her and her counterpart. She refuses to let go of the possibility that their union can manifest here on the physical plane. We see the Masculine leading the Feminine by the hand and taking her to a garden. He gives her a white flower (a peace offering for the past betrayals, maybe) and they then engage in a long, passionate kiss. It seems that the Feminine has forgiven him and they now will live happily ever after, but there is a strange darkness looming around them and the viewer can sense that all is not right. Paris begins to reflect on all the inconsistencies in her counterpart’s past behaviors and we see a lingering resentment in her eyes.
The video then returns to them dancing- the Masculine still seeming cold and distant. He twirls Paris around like she is just another “thing” that he can manipulate for his own selfish needs.
He dips her, we see fear in her eyes, and then blood begins to drip from her chest. As the camera zooms out, it becomes clear that he has ripped her heart from her chest. He holds the heart above his head like a prize that he has earned. Celebrating his victory over his Spirit (his Feminine) he leaves her bleeding on the ground with her heart, which he never seemed to want in the first place. We see a close up of Paris’ face, who appears not to be shocked by this betrayal due to the repeating cycles in their relationship.
CLOSURE LEADS TO A NEW CHAPTER
This video/song should not feed the darkness but instead should serve as a means for closure. The Feminine’s story has been shared in a very public way for all to see. Now that her pain has been acknowledged, can she find a way to release this cycle? She is in control of her story and can make the choice to no longer return to a lover who hurts her over and over again. When the Feminine sets boundaries and high standards for a partner, the Masculine collective must ascend and meet her where she is at- because the truth is that the two are, and have always been, ONE.
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